Something that missing

I just received a news that quiet disturbing this morning, and I wonder why people outside there are all happy and not me?

If they can be happy by having a degree,why I'm not?

If they can be happy by having money and car,why I'm not?

If they can be happy by having family,why I'm not?


And I wonder what is the barrier to my happiness? Is it because all the sins that I've made before?

And I'm currently facing the aftermath of what I've done all these while, O Allah please give me your forgiveness :(






Seems like many things happen in 1 year,not sure if I'm strong enough to face the remaining 7 months




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what kind of sorcery is this?

the picture above really describe my face right now, haihhh why?

this is because i left my pendrive at the office, at first i wanna complete my work at home because i expect that i can give the complete schedule to encik boss tomorrow morning, but then....no pendrive.....no work :(

i dont know whether 23 years old can consider 'OLD' and always forgot the important things! and the worse part is, it is not only the pendrive that i forgot, but also many other important things as well T___T *crying under the shower*

Then i google on "HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR MEMORY" heh just in case, to avoid Alzheimer in future :P

here are some tips from http://www.helpguide.org/life/improving_memory.htm 

1. Don’t skimp on exercise or sleep

whoaa wait a minute, exercise? i have missed out my gym schedule training for about 6 months! errr but i always have enough sleep so far :)

2. Make time for friends and fun

according to the website, relationship do build memory booster, since i'm already single, i still can boost my memory by spending time with friends and having fun, kamon who need boyfriend if he only know how to make us sad right?


3. Keep stress in check

each time i feel stress, i will eat tutti frutti, thank god the new tutti frutti outlet are just few meters from my office *wink*

4. Bulk up on brain-boosting foods

ok please take note the foods that help in boosting our memory :

- Omega 3 (senang cakap ikan lah)

- Limit the saturated fat food (read meat, whole milk, butter, cheese, sour cream, ice cream)

- Eat more vegetables and fruits!

- Drink grape juice a lot

5. Give your brain a workout

yeah just try some brain game like sudoku or crossword puzzle, or perhaps rubik cube, but seriously i dont know how to solve the rubik cube, tak macam si asyraf managed to solve it in just 1 minutes and 30 seconds, gila genius -____-"

well that's all for now, may i dont forget the important things after this, if only i can choose on things to forget, i will definitely choose to forget my ex.....

eh why the font is errr biarlah, dont know how to adjust 

2011 - it's a wrap : Unhappy ending of 2011

i don't know why the entry title must be that long haha abaikan please

today is 31st December 2011 and it's new year eve! Same like previous year, i will wrap all things happened in 2011 in one entry

so shall we? (i need to check my 2011 planner just to make this entry, forgot the things that happened before, almaklumlah old already)


JANUARY


it was supposedly my final semester, unfortunately i didn't do well, naahhh it's okay then, yang lepas biarlah lepas, what was happened in January? hummm let see, ahah it's my girlfriends birthday (Cassy, Mai and Nad)

besides that, the most important event "MALAM ANUGERAH PERSATUAN DALAMAN UiTM" unfortunately, PEERs' event that was organized by my team which was Transisi Ke Universiti didn't win any award

wajah tetap ceria walaupun tak menang, why? because we got the satisfaction when doing charity activity

and it was not the food that bring us here, it was the spirit of teamwork

FEBRUARY

Presentation - Quizes - Tests - bla bla bla

nothing much happened in February

MARCH

Finishing School Module - Presentation - Final Semester Seminars 

This was the month where we took our photo for the yearbook

gosh i miss them so much! although being bullied for whole 2.5 years together, pity me huh?

APRIL

Huh final exam was just around the corner, busy with all shits like presentation and test, not to forget the assignments, we had our pre-graduation dinner at PICC, sadly not all the batch are attended the dinner

presentation for case study subject, assamagat we olls with the costume, this is what will happen when accounting student berangan jadi lawyer and judge :P

on the Azhar's head is the REAL mop ahahah amagadddd

yes, we are having so much fun when presenting this

Pre-Graduation dinner, i look so fat right? aiyooo although i was wearing black dress, yet still like humpty dumpty -_____-"

oh ya, something was happened with Muadz (the one who is laying in this photo), he didn't brought his suit for dinner! Luckily Azhar help him to shop for a new cloth at Alamanda hehehe

zatie, Y U SO FUCKING FAT!!!! ahaha hate this photo

we, taking photos outside the PICC before the dinner (i hate my face expression, so like mintak penampar)

MAY

FINAL EXAM!!!!

Job interview

Joining gym classes, need to lose some weight yawww

normal activity after final exam - KARAOKE :D

JUNE

Kepak kepak kepak kebum kebum kebum haha i don't know how the NORMAL kompang sounds are, June was along's wedding

heh i look pretty in this photo aren't i? (minta puji!!!)

amik berkat..cewah... eh in some states, berkat is the door gift 

"hah dah amik berkat adik?" 

"errr saya belum nak kahwin lagi aunty" 

"bukan...berkat tu doorgift"

"ouhhhh" *blushing*

JULY

I got the job! I was the finance executive at Macomm Management Services for just 2 months, parents told me to quit the job and go for job training at Lembaga Tabung Haji, well it was a great opportunity to work there,and July was the month that i broke up with my third ex-boyfriend

oh before that, there was a floral festival at Putrajaya, i was the one who so excited about that because i love flowers

see that mintak penampar face in the cruise yawww!!!

Lembaga Tabung Haji job training in Port Dickson, can you see me in this photo? yeah the cute one behind Faizal

our team was assigned so many tasks, yelah nak kerja ke tanak? i look cute in this hakhakhakkkk :D

AUGUST

I was appointed to help the accounts dept of the subsidiary company, hummm 

please ignore kak mira yang gedik hahahah camwhore

yeah partayhhh time, celebrating cousin's birthday, we are partying in BAJU KURUNG because that time was Aidilfitri

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

SEPTEMBER

It was nearly Hajj season and all the new staff need to involve as volunteer in assisting the jemaah hajj, we had given a training at Kompleks Haji Kelana Jaya

camwhore, dengar talk nya tak pun 

hummmphh gambar lagi 

PEERs' meeting, sengaja datang singgah, rindu beraktiviti :(

sorry for not uploading the photo of us assisting the jemaah, busy sangat sampai camera pun tak pegang

it was the month where i broke up with my 4th ex-boyfriend, loser enough

OCTOBER

Still busy with the OHTA (Operasi Haji Tanah Air), at the same time being the accounts trainee and part time student as well!

It was my 22nd birthday! i got a Charles and Keith wallet from Nad, thanks dear

NOVEMBER

Nothing much happened, doing same shits everyday

DECEMBER

It was kak yana's wedding! gambar anak dara je ni, gambar dengan bride dalam camera siapa tah huhu

december was so cruel to me, i've been cheated by the one who i loved so much, my 5th ex-boyfriend...

that was a sad ending in 2011

2012 please be nice, i just wanna be happy

2012 resolution : to remain single for one year

ALLAH please guide me

Amen

HAPPY NEW YEAR READERS 

kisah Arie dan Zatie

DEAR READERS, YOU ARE PROHIBITED TO COPY THE PHOTOS BELOW WITHOUT MY CONSENT, ALL THESE PHOTOS ARE SO MEANINGFUL FOR ME, HAIYOOO I MUST LEARN ON HOW TO PUT A WATERMARK ON THE PHOTO,THANKS GUYS :)


i don't know why this time i feel so much heartbroken, some of you may wonder how all these happened like eh bila u couple? ni tiba-tiba dah break up? why? why? hummmm no time to explain guys, everything was happened so fast and i can't even breath for just a second, eh melampaulah kalau bernafas pun tak sempat :P



it was all started with this picture, doodled by my pretty housemate, Dye
I put on my BBM display picture and u asked "kenapa gambar i tak pakai spec?"

then i draw (err what is the past tense of draw eh? english fail dowh!) a new picture upon his request

we together use this as our BBM display picture :)

then one day, he fall sick, he said he was not feeling well because of missing me, eleh rindu lah sangat penipu!

i draw these photos for him

"lukiskan gambar i sorang boleh?" cehhh, nak jugak kannn, habis dah kertas time tu and i have to doodle behind bank slip receipt, this is all because of his request

olololooo what a cute "not-so-well" face right? hehe then he put this as his BBM display picture

have to blur his name, i might want to share to the whole world about our story but i don't want the whole world to know him..........

yes, i need him, i swear i'm not lying at that time, but he the one who was lying...   :'(

now we come to the climax of our story, the picture that change everything, that tells the truth, that broke my heart into pieces 

he ask me "kenapa u pakai skirt pink tapi i tak pakai seluar?" heh tapi tak pakai seluar pun u bagi gambar ni kat perempuan lain tu kenapa? i lukis sendiri, bukan simply google!!!!

i feel so down, heartbroken,  cheated, played, entah so many words in the dictionary that can express on how i feel right now, on how i feel the time when i know everything about this, the time when i need an explanation from you but u can just "sakit kepala"

:'(

sometimes i last in love but sometimes  ALWAYS it hurts instead

*sorry Adele for changing the lyrics*

Kak Huda shared to me this picture, taken from Google, hah yang ni nak copy boleh

this is my last picture i doodle for him, i hope this will be the last one, need to move on

ahah this time i wrote my name, kalau tak ada je nak bagi gf dia kan kan kannnnnn DAMN!

meet Arie's cow, kepam gila kan?

I have loved you for a thousand years, and i will love you for a thousand more.... it is true, if he come back to me, i will say "yes, let's start all over again"

stupid much right?

pray for me guys....please......

That 'Broken heart' feeling

Sorry post kali ni dalam bahasa melayu, sebab nak explain to you on how broken heart feeling feels like, kalau dalam english takut tak sampai feel haha

Today I feel so broken,so sad,so stupid pun ada. Yes please ask me why, semuanya mungkin salah I,putting so much effort in this relationship

Ok dah dapat tangkap kan kenapa? Jadi kita straight to the point on how does it feels when zatie is heart broken

1) Mula2 rasa macam terlentang atas besi panas dekat padang pasir,naked ok naked! Takde baju

2) Lepas tu ada sorang datang bawak pisau besar,zaman sekarang tak jumpa kot,pisau jenis ni ada kat museum

3) Dia toreh badan kita satu line dari leher sampai perut,dia toreh tak dalam pun,2cm ketebalan camtu

4) Pastu dia masukkan jari dia kat tempat toreh tadi,terus dia koyakkan kulit

5) Dia ambil hati kita,dia masuk dalam blender

6) Bila dah lumat,dia masuk balik dalam badan,pastu dia sapu minyak gamat

7) Dia bagi kita pakai baju n dia hantar kita balik rumah

8) Dia teruskan hidup LIKE NOTHING HAPPEN BEFORE!!


Sorry kalau you all nightmare lepas baca post ni haha takde niat pun,just a metaphor, yes sakit kan dari number satu sampai number lapan tu

But for me paling paling paling sakit is number 8 tu





Please pray for the best for us....






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Kesian opah

She is just 80++ years old
She came here just because no one can look after her at the kampung
With her tongkat, she can't walk in a long distance due to knee problem


This morning around 6.15am
She had trouble to get out from bathroom
And the worse thing was I was the one who realized this
And hoping ayah can help her
I don't know why it wasn't me who rescue her

15 years ago
She was the one who take care of me and my sister
But why now I can't do the same?



- the unresponsible and good for nothing granddaughter
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Story about Encik Rahman and his eldest daughter

wah so long no see aah ahmoi? where have you been? where are you working at? have you married? how many kids do you have? etc etc

lots of questions coming due to no updates for about months ago, well i won't feel like wanna answer em all, nanti-nanti lah okeh?

and sorry for the long title entry, maklumlah lama tak menulis heheheh :P

after a hectic work at the office, i reached home around 7pm like that and i was surprised my room was so clean :)

heee thanks to my dad, maybe he feels stressed after looking my upside-down room

read this tweet people!

see, my dad is awesome right? settle sudah roadtax encik neo 

he willing to do anything to his family, but how about my willingness to do same thing as well?

ok i know this post is sucks! seriously my ability to write is seems fade away, zatie please practice a lot!!!

bye guys, sorry for this boring post and for ayah thanks yaww love yaww