Thursday, May 26, 2011

Because we are different

Because we are different
You start your first move
You choose to say hello to me and start a conversation

Because we are different
You think I can complete your life at first

Because we are different
I think you are not meant for me
And I don't wanna respond to your hello

Because we are different
Then you keep approaching me until I say hello back to you
Until each time I wake up, the first words that come out from my mind is "good morning to you"
And the last words will obviously "good night" and it is always for you...at that time

Now,because we are different
Then I realized that you are actually 'something' for me
Something that I've been looking and searching before
To fill this empty heart
For more than a year
It is you man!

Because we are different
I know it is so wrong to like you
And you also know about it
If we are together,it will not be forever
Because you and me are different
Totally from a different world....

Because we are different
You choose to be with her
So that I will no longer..will no longer.....fall for you...

Because we are different
I choose to move on
But each time I already can accept that I'm the loser in this battle
Suddenly you come and say "please stay dear,I don't wanna to let you go"
Oh my,deep inside this heart I really want to stay
But I just can't :'(

Because we are different
I've tried to do whatever you do,to like whatever you like
I'm so tired but for you I don't mind at all
And you've tried to do whatever I love to do too
And you're doing a great job dear!
But it doesn't mean that we can be together...

Because we are different
I want to surrender in this battle
Battle to win your heart
Why?
Because I'm the one who touched your heart
But you gave her to win instead of me
Because for you we are different
We are different...
We = different


"The greatest pain that comes with love is loving someone you can't have."



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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

my mistakes!

i did lots of mistakes today :


1. having a conversation with you

2. laughing with you

3. hoping for you to come back

4. reading back our conversation in the past (i hate tweetdeck because it is so easy to scroll back to our early conversation)

5. listening to "lady gaga - speechless" and repeat for whole day

6. feeling happy because your girlfriend knows about me (say whaaat? why should i feel happy about this stupid!!)

7. knowing i am something to you (why you told me this? i dont wanna know please)

why all these are considered as mistakes? because i wanna walk away from you, i wanna move on, and i did it....just for few days haih :(


good night mr prince charming (hey you are not so charming but something special in your heart that has caught my attention)

ok enough, good night all....